personality

Independent and reserved, Aya's standoffishness often comes across as rude. Small talk is unbearable, frivolous niceties make her grit her teeth. She'd rather jump to the point and doesn't mind interrupting others to do so.Her walls are built high and strong, but if you manage to get her to let you in, you will have the most dangerously loyal ally one could ask for.

background

A dogged halfbreed, shunned by her tribe. She earned the title of useful where she couldn't obtain love and care, only to still find herself victim if a scheme to rid the tribe of her presence as a young teen.Gil and death are her only absolute truths. She's a cutthroat merc with no qualms about the way she earns her coin. In fact, she enjoys it very much. Aya never smiles so much as when she's in the heat of battle, another beast entirely emerging from her bloodlust.

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#LalaRa

permatired
wants you to go away
soft spot for animals
occasional smoker
adrenaline junkie

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her type

morally grey to evil
stubborn as she is
brat tamer
big, scary, but submissive

sexual details

dom leaning switch
sadomasochist
low sex drive
high body count

full background

Born to a nomadic tribe in the Azim Steppe, Aya was a black sheep amongst her kin. From the moment her mother discovered her pregnancy, Aya was naught but a loathsome burden and an unfortunate symptom of participating in the world's oldest profession: prostitution.Her father's name escapes her mother's memory, and the only reason she recalls him at all is due to the scarcity of dunesfolk among her patrons. Aya's stature, her pointed ears, those green, cloudy eyes, and brown button nose point toward one possible man who her mother would have preferred to forget.Adults treated her as a pitiful half-breed while their children mocked Aya and her mother, ensuring she knew she could never truly be one of them. Still, she thought if she could prove herself useful, no one would be able to deny her place in the tribe. She wasn't strong enough to pull back a bow, nor big enough to wield a sword, but she was a damn good thief.Her mother's eyes lit up with a rare warmth when she brought home gil, taking her into an embrace Aya had so desperately craved without questioning where the money had come from.... more to come

personality

The world is a playground to Holly, adventure and excitement around every corner. She trusts too easily, has a maternal instinct for anything with a face, and cries when people raise their voice.While incredibly book smart, she may lack in areas others would consider common sense. Still, she cannot be deterred or discouraged!

abridged background

Since escaping her arranged marriage, Holly has set her heart on becoming an adventurer! Being from an extremely controlling and sheltering family, she's had to learn a lot of hard lessons since being out on her own.Holly's been robbed, scammed, and manipulated--one step forward, two steps back--but her unbreakable will and lust for life keep her moving forward no matter what! She will always see the good in people and refuses to let the cruel world rob her of her softness.

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#MissHolly

loves kids, wants many
falls in love easily
amazing cook & alchemist
unnaturally high mana
eos's bestie

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her type

masc or tomboy
strong sense of justice
sad, gloomy types
scary looking sweetiepies

sexual details

100% masochistic sub
highly repressed virgin
crazy sex drive

full background

Holly, known to her family as Ki'tahja, was born to a fledgling tribe started by her father. She was raised to be the perfect wife and mother to help her people climb the social ranks amongst the 26 mainline tribes of Eorzea.Tahja's talents in magic and her brilliant curiosity were hardly of value to her family. Youth and beauty were what she had to offer them, especially when a powerful Nunh took an interest in the girl. An agreement was struck and the 14 year old Ki'tahja was betrothed to him, a 31 year old man with a large and established harem.Somehow, she had always imagined she would be married off to some princely suitor. But this man made her skin crawl... She could hardly stand the thought of being alone with him in a room, and yet she would belong to him soon after her 18th birthday.Tahjah grew ever the more studious over the next few years, distracting herself from what felt like impending death by throwing herself into academia and practicing magic in secret.She was told to be proud. That she was improving the lives of the entire tribe. Her betrothed had already provided them with connections, which brought wealth and opportunity beyond what a small, independent tribe like theirs had ever achieved.But as wedding preparations began, Tahjah found herself unable to do anything but dissociate. Pale, losing sleep, hair, and weight. She blankly stared into space as she tried on dresses, nothing but smiles from the people surrounding her.On the day of her wedding, the resolve she'd built up over her entire life shattered. In a flurry of frills and lace, she darted from the altar and out of the church, having an honest to god panic attack with her heart pounding in her ears as she gasped for breath. With no plan, no money, and no supplies, she stole one of the carriage chocobos and raced away.A traitor to her tribe, Holly lives free as the wind. She's finally able to pursue her interest in magic and explore the world, but guilt weighs heavy on her. She dearly misses her tribe, but fears her actions may have caused its dissolution. There is no home to return to, and she's entirely convinced her parents would reject her should she see them again.

i'm shy lol

Hihiii! By all means reach out if we're moots, chances are I'm down to chat, collab, or run content.Been playing FFXIV since 2014 and I'm always finding new ways to enjoy the game. Got into modding and gposing when I returned for DT!

interests

Big into Drakenier, plspls let's talk about Nier Replicant!! Nier is my wife; don't question it. I play the shit out of Cult of the Lamb every time it updates, too.My taste in music is voracious, constantly looking for new artists and genres. A few examples of my taste include: Daft Punk, Korn, horsegiirL, Remi Wolf, Astrud Gilberto, Magdalena Bay, Kikuo, Gorillaz, and Tyler the Creator.If the girls and gays love it I'm prolly right there with them.

oh me?

1998
intersex & nb
she / they
polyamorous
i love my partner

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